Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
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5:17 pm - yeah.
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I remember the way you made me feel when I was with you
I remember a smile that always brought me back to you...
-yeah i definatly remember that smile. yeah
current mood:  thoughtful
current music: Twista - Slow Jams
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Monday, March 28th, 2005
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8:18 pm - gotta get mine..
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soon enough the time will come to turn the tides and get what is mine
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Thursday, March 10th, 2005
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1:18 am
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cant wait til spring break. ANGRY DRUNK = THIS GUY!
current mood:  relaxed
current music: TI & Stat Quo - South Coast Playa
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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
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6:43 pm - yah
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Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
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11:21 am - nah
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Give me the strength to walk away... i dont want to fight anymore.
and i'll see you.. fall away
and you can watch me walk away
current mood: peaceful
current music: fingertight - speak in tongues
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Wednesday, September 1st, 2004
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8:01 pm
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this is your life, are you who you wanna be?
yo so i bought the fingertight album the other day... it is by far the best cd i've ever bought in my life. Then again i've only bought 4 cd's... werd. i was pissed today cause wanted to go to the beach but had to help my sister move in boston. we went to burger king afterwards and i was happy again. i love boston, i love the city, its so shweet. Its kinda ironic that my new favorite song is fingertight - emo this... hmm? well on a high note, im leaving to england on sunday. Im pumped, my cousin is getting married, SICKKK... and i can finally drink legally, so i'll be taking advantage of that ALLL the time. Best Buy is mad fun to work at, i just hate waking up, not bad. i had big league chew last night for the first time in like 10 years, it was fantastic. the sour apple is grrrrrrreaaaaaat!
i miss playing sports. it was a huge part of my life and now its non existant, which sucks. my sister told me i should be a coach cause i love to yell, and i told her to shut the hell up. ya man... nah.
i got nothing more to say. actually, for my last words... remember that nothing is ever what it seems.
current mood: contemplative
current music: Young Buck - Prices on my Head
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Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
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2:44 am
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dont know what i want to do anymore... 1 things for sure, i dont want to be the same. peace tho, change is a bitch especially when u dont care.
current mood: tired
current music: lloyd banks - playboy
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Saturday, July 10th, 2004
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3:15 am - no
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im still alive... but barely breathing. We forgive for what we dont understand... you will haunt me and i cant help it.
current mood:  drunk
current music: lloyd banks - til the end
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Monday, June 21st, 2004
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5:07 pm - hmmm
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i dont understand people.... and i love it. I mean if i did, i wouldnt be able to yell at them with a questioning look on my face wondering what they mean. I mean... come on buddy, come on buddy. On a scale from one to ten, i'm a 9 with two m's. thank the bible for swears!
current mood: contemplative
current music: Method Man - Ride This Rodeo
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Monday, June 14th, 2004
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1:32 am - they dont fuck with me tho
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if you cant speak your mind, then dont speak at all. sometimes the worst things make u realize the best... love you, my everything
current mood:  content
current music: Chevelle - Still Running
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Saturday, May 29th, 2004
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3:40 am - i can tell you why people go insane
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Shapes of every size
Move behind my eyes
Doors inside my head
Bolted from within
Every drop of flame
Lights a candle in
Memory of the one
Who lives inside my skin
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Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
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12:50 am - cause im broken
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Coed intramural soccer champs...4-3 with me scoring the winning goal and getting kicked in the junk. well sweetness is sweet.
and i dont feel like i am strong enough cause im broken when im lonesome and i dont feel right when your gone away.
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Sunday, April 25th, 2004
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12:26 am - smiles
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and when i wake up, you'll be here... and it will be the way it was, the way it was...
well things have been well. went to hampton last monday with regular and o.j. mad fun. i got a game tomorrow night, should be sweet. i got gymi some titties last night, he should be greatful. Everything is good or on the way to being good, which is good. i need to shave my head again soon, thats always a fun time. I guess you could say i've changed as a person. I've learned alot from the people around me and their actions, its good. I've also found alot of shit in this world to be better then it seems. Maybe one day, hopefully someday soon, people will view the world better then they normally do. Maybe one day someone will miss me when im gone... if not, then i probably didnt do a good job impacting someone... if so, then everythings alright. Who are u gonna ask for help when everything fails?
School gets out in a bit, thats sweet. Summer is around the corner, that mad sweet. I cant wait for all the great times the summer brings. Thats sweet. jayo is a funny head spliter. Scandiddy is decent at ruit. Dicky is just hilarious. Duey steals tablecloths and blames it on me. Cheers, cheers to beers, cheers to friends, cheers to new beginnings (thx bro). And in this moment i am happy.
current mood: happy
current music: Smile Empty Soul - I Want My Life
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Saturday, April 17th, 2004
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8:04 pm
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Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
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12:11 pm - and the sand castles you build are falling down...
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what's happened to you?
it's obvious you've changed
something deep inside you is probably to blame
must be lonely up there with your head up in the clouds
even though you got there what does your conscience tell you now?
yo fuck you first and for most for making me do this. the silence gets us nowhere, gets us nowhere way too fast. I've been thinking alot about everything. How does it feel when your feet finally hit the ground. sincethe beginning of the year i've talked alot to a good amount of people, and over the past few months, i havent really talked to them at all. I am sorry. there is alot that you guys dont know, alot that you dont want to know, and alot that you shouldnt know. I am sorry. We forgive for what we dont understand. I miss ya. :). and try to escape into me... to hide behind the mask this time and try to believe... if i can remember to know this will conquer me..and
and...
and i'll run away with you by my side...name your price cause i dont feel so nice, am i the only one?
i dont feel well
current mood: tired
current music: Lost Prophets - Last Train Home
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Monday, April 5th, 2004
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6:32 pm - they dont make a bullet proof vest for your face
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Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004
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11:34 pm
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this journal doesnt work anymore... cause i cant really express my feelings in here. Fuck It.
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Wednesday, March 17th, 2004
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1:38 pm - You FUCKER
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Lets get that money man... WHOO KID MOTHA FUCKING WITH SOME GANGSTAS... keep it hood... TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Representing N-UNIT motha fuckas
current mood:  cold
current music: Lloyd Banks - No Peace Talks
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Monday, March 8th, 2004
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2:28 pm - no matter what u say
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it seems i cant get u outta my head... and i dont mind. I miss you. You dont have to believe me. U can be mad, u can be sad... just when im around smile for me.
current mood:  discontent
current music: Cold - Don't Belong
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Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004
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9:52 am
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When it rains I dont mind
Let me stand here all night
Did she take her own life
Let me know she's alright
And every time it rains
I feel her holding me
And everytime it rains
Are the angels crying
I'll stay strong, I'll be fine
Carry on with my life
I still stare at the sky
Pray for rain, all the time
Why'd you run? Did you hide
Why'd you leave, no good bye
When the clouds, take the sky
Does the storm give you life?
I'll never be the same... i cant even keep my head up right now while i write. the computer lab is becomming a common place for me now haha. I got what i deserve... oh well fuck it. Fuck everything that you think i should be.
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