Sunny

yeah.

2005-04-26T21:20:02Z

I remember the way you made me feel when I was with you
I remember a smile that always brought me back to you...
-yeah i definatly remember that smile. yeah

gotta get mine..

2005-03-29T01:19:30Z

soon enough the time will come to turn the tides and get what is mine

cellerator65 @ 2005-03-10T01:18:00

2005-03-10T06:20:16Z

cant wait til spring break. ANGRY DRUNK = THIS GUY!

yah

2005-01-02T23:44:16Z

<---- yo this kid funnels.. btw you were never there

nah

2004-10-12T15:24:19Z

Give me the strength to walk away... i dont want to fight anymore.

and i'll see you.. fall away
and you can watch me walk away

cellerator65 @ 2004-09-01T20:01:00

2004-09-02T00:01:42Z

this is your life, are you who you wanna be?

yo so i bought the fingertight album the other day... it is by far the best cd i've ever bought in my life. Then again i've only bought 4 cd's... werd. i was pissed today cause wanted to go to the beach but had to help my sister move in boston. we went to burger king afterwards and i was happy again. i love boston, i love the city, its so shweet. Its kinda ironic that my new favorite song is fingertight - emo this... hmm? well on a high note, im leaving to england on sunday. Im pumped, my cousin is getting married, SICKKK... and i can finally drink legally, so i'll be taking advantage of that ALLL the time. Best Buy is mad fun to work at, i just hate waking up, not bad. i had big league chew last night for the first time in like 10 years, it was fantastic. the sour apple is grrrrrrreaaaaaat!

i miss playing sports. it was a huge part of my life and now its non existant, which sucks. my sister told me i should be a coach cause i love to yell, and i told her to shut the hell up. ya man... nah.

i got nothing more to say. actually, for my last words... remember that nothing is ever what it seems.

cellerator65 @ 2004-08-04T02:44:00

2004-08-04T06:47:26Z

dont know what i want to do anymore... 1 things for sure, i dont want to be the same. peace tho, change is a bitch especially when u dont care.

no

2004-07-10T07:15:39Z

im still alive... but barely breathing. We forgive for what we dont understand... you will haunt me and i cant help it.

hmmm

2004-06-21T21:09:45Z

i dont understand people.... and i love it. I mean if i did, i wouldnt be able to yell at them with a questioning look on my face wondering what they mean. I mean... come on buddy, come on buddy. On a scale from one to ten, i'm a 9 with two m's. thank the bible for swears!

they dont fuck with me tho

2004-06-14T05:34:46Z

if you cant speak your mind, then dont speak at all. sometimes the worst things make u realize the best... love you, my everything

i can tell you why people go insane

2004-05-29T07:43:24Z

Shapes of every size
Move behind my eyes
Doors inside my head
Bolted from within
Every drop of flame
Lights a candle in
Memory of the one
Who lives inside my skin

cause im broken

2004-05-12T04:58:15Z

Coed intramural soccer champs...4-3 with me scoring the winning goal and getting kicked in the junk. well sweetness is sweet.

and i dont feel like i am strong enough cause im broken when im lonesome and i dont feel right when your gone away.

smiles

2004-04-25T04:26:40Z

and when i wake up, you'll be here... and it will be the way it was, the way it was...

well things have been well. went to hampton last monday with regular and o.j. mad fun. i got a game tomorrow night, should be sweet. i got gymi some titties last night, he should be greatful. Everything is good or on the way to being good, which is good. i need to shave my head again soon, thats always a fun time. I guess you could say i've changed as a person. I've learned alot from the people around me and their actions, its good. I've also found alot of shit in this world to be better then it seems. Maybe one day, hopefully someday soon, people will view the world better then they normally do. Maybe one day someone will miss me when im gone... if not, then i probably didnt do a good job impacting someone... if so, then everythings alright. Who are u gonna ask for help when everything fails?

School gets out in a bit, thats sweet. Summer is around the corner, that mad sweet. I cant wait for all the great times the summer brings. Thats sweet. jayo is a funny head spliter. Scandiddy is decent at ruit. Dicky is just hilarious. Duey steals tablecloths and blames it on me. Cheers, cheers to beers, cheers to friends, cheers to new beginnings (thx bro). And in this moment i am happy.

cellerator65 @ 2004-04-17T20:04:00

2004-04-18T00:05:34Z

your halo's slipping down to choak you now

and the sand castles you build are falling down...

2004-04-13T16:11:24Z

what's happened to you?
it's obvious you've changed
something deep inside you is probably to blame
must be lonely up there with your head up in the clouds
even though you got there what does your conscience tell you now?

yo fuck you first and for most for making me do this. the silence gets us nowhere, gets us nowhere way too fast. I've been thinking alot about everything. How does it feel when your feet finally hit the ground. sincethe beginning of the year i've talked alot to a good amount of people, and over the past few months, i havent really talked to them at all. I am sorry. there is alot that you guys dont know, alot that you dont want to know, and alot that you shouldnt know. I am sorry. We forgive for what we dont understand. I miss ya. :). and try to escape into me... to hide behind the mask this time and try to believe... if i can remember to know this will conquer me..and

and...

and i'll run away with you by my side...name your price cause i dont feel so nice, am i the only one?

i dont feel well

they dont make a bullet proof vest for your face

2004-04-05T22:33:40Z

confused... very

cellerator65 @ 2004-03-23T23:34:00

2004-03-24T04:37:53Z

this journal doesnt work anymore... cause i cant really express my feelings in here. Fuck It.

You FUCKER

2004-03-17T18:43:49Z

Lets get that money man... WHOO KID MOTHA FUCKING WITH SOME GANGSTAS... keep it hood... TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Representing N-UNIT motha fuckas

no matter what u say

2004-03-09T19:28:54Z

it seems i cant get u outta my head... and i dont mind. I miss you. You dont have to believe me. U can be mad, u can be sad... just when im around smile for me.

cellerator65 @ 2004-03-02T09:52:00

2004-03-02T15:02:23Z

When it rains I dont mind
Let me stand here all night
Did she take her own life
Let me know she's alright

And every time it rains
I feel her holding me
And everytime it rains
Are the angels crying

I'll stay strong, I'll be fine
Carry on with my life
I still stare at the sky
Pray for rain, all the time
Why'd you run? Did you hide
Why'd you leave, no good bye
When the clouds, take the sky
Does the storm give you life?

I'll never be the same... i cant even keep my head up right now while i write. the computer lab is becomming a common place for me now haha. I got what i deserve... oh well fuck it. Fuck everything that you think i should be.

i wish i could be the one, the one who wont care anymore

2004-02-21T06:00:03Z

And im home inside your heart...
And i make alot of mistakes...
And i cant ever change my ways...
And i dont mind...
And all i need is a smile from u

so...

2004-02-16T05:20:48Z

so im royally fucked over with all the shit that happened tonight...bbut i realize something, i realize that im falling for this girl. shes unbealieveable and so ill. she makes fun of me more then i make fun of her, thats a keeper. you mean the world to me, even tho im a bad influence and a fuck up. i think about u every second of the day im so crazy... i found my reason to smile

werd

2004-02-08T07:36:32Z

its funny how someone can walk into your life and change everything... thank you.

cellerator65 @ 2004-02-04T18:02:00

2004-02-04T23:06:22Z

Hold onto the things that make u happy... just gimme the chance to hold u and im not gonna let u go

cellerator65 @ 2004-01-30T13:24:00

2004-01-30T18:25:03Z

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<----- Badass